Sunday, March 23, 2014

Let the Stories Burst Forth

There was once a young boy who listened and watched.
He lived in a full household, a busy town, a vibrant world.
The world was full of sights and sounds and the boy drank them in like a parched man gulping water from a cold spring.
The boy seldom spoke, and so words and images began to fill his head.
The boy kept the pictures and words inside, until he grew to be an average sized man, with a larger than average head.
And soon the man began to have children of his own.
And when it was time for bed, the children demanded he tell them stories.
So when it was dark and the children were sleepy and the man was tired, he let some of the words and pictures out.
They did not come out as they went in, for over time the sights and sounds interacted and they came back together in unpredictable ways.
Sometimes made up heroes served real-life queens, and made up animals dodged the real life threats that filled the river below.
And sometimes the animals were made of cardboard, and they raged through grassy plains.
Familiar faces and names, like Oprah and Ovaltine, took on unfamiliar behavior.
Even the people and moments of his past took on new lives that were larger than life.
Ships sailed to uncharted waters.
Ancient ceremonies conferred tribal honors.
And icy lakes became the backdrop for great deeds.
For many years, the stories flowed – sometimes repeating again and again – and yet different each time.
And only when all the children were fully grown and had homes of their own, did the stories stop.

And at night, the man was silent.

And the house was silent.

And again he listened and watched.

And again his head filled to bursting – sometimes to aching.

And sometimes, just before he fell asleep, he could feel their pressure, fighting to be free.
As though the beings that inhabited this imaginary world were no longer content to remain captive.
As with all prisoners, once they had tasted freedom, they demanded release.
And the man yearned to emancipate them.
He longed to let the stories burst forth, unbridled by any confinement.
And someday they will.

3 comments:

  1. NOWWWW....
    Novel time, pops. Dictate it into your iPhone while you're going to sleep...

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  2. This makes me angry, because I don't want you to feel this way, and because I feel partially responsible for the financial burden which now prevents you from working less and drawing/writing more. The bedtime story is a great form for you because you get to release everything in real time: without revising or editing or being too concerned about messing up. And so I also feel guilty for not being present to give you a proper audience for bedtime stories. Ah why do we all endlessly defer that which is most essential? I am supremely guilty of this. I suppose it is really a question of what we choose to defer. I am not deferring making art, and yet I am constantly dreaming of the day I can return to Richmond, be close to family, build up community. In the meantime, you, paw, have not deferred your career or your family's realization, you haven't deferred children or home. I must say I am anxious for you to work less - we cant lose sight of the dream that one day we will all live lives so full of creativity and so intertwined that the Cardboard Rhino will become unnecessary. Until Then!

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    1. No need for guilt, though I like your message about living lives full of creativity. This writing was inspired by the times I feel a pent-up desire to tell one of our stories, but there is nobody to tell it to. I realize the therapeutic nature of the story.

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